He still had his drug problem, BUT I helped him through it all and we were really happy. You know the type of dream that you have when you wake up feeling really great and all happy and then you realise it was just a dream and then want to jump off the roof of the nearest high rise?
I know why I had such a stupid dream: a friend of mine is going through a really rough time with her husband and drugs. Her pain takes my breath away and I can't help but feel helpless, there is nothing I can do to help her.
All the sad shit nothwithstanding, I woke up this morning, nuts over Rob, pretty much the same as with Jack Sparrow, once again a safe and totally unrealistic crush. In my life, being in total love like a teenager with someone that will never-ever realise it is pretty sheltered, which is just te way I like it. It is the same as having crush on one of your school teachers, perfectly harmless and loads of fun. I can dream whatever I want and fantasise about how mindblowing the relationship will be, absolute love and absolute trust and not run the risk of getting hurt. How great is that??!
Yes, indeed, he has tattoos - I only found out this morning when I was doing research and downloading some perv material. Figures though - I've always been a sucker for tattoo's. And look, he's got a body to die for, look at those trenches. Lordy, lordy, lordy.... sigh, if only...
The only person I know that can make a prison uniform look this good. Holy shit, it's finally happened - I've gone completely bonkers! But hell, he's still a babe.
He is such a gentleman! He is touching her so gently and damnit, I wish it was me. I haven't gone so far as to superimpose my head on the picture, but maybe that's not a bad idea. I can always put it in a picture frame at home and pretend. Tell all my friends that I am now dating ;o)
This is precisely what he will look like when I'm done, dishevelled and smiling from ear to ear!
Look at how sweet he is, he wears his wedding ring. So few men do that. This picture makes me wonder what is going through his mind, other than coke of course, see I do know his faults, but I'm sure I'll forgive him anything!!What is it in him that I find so palatable? Those smouldering brown eyes, I prefer dark men, don't really do well with the blondes. His mouth (stop being perverted) he has a natural 'upcurl' on his mouth on all the pictures that were taken while he was in relationships and all those that were taken during the bad times, you can see in his eyes and in those gorgeous lips that he is in pain. So few men are able to show their emotions and he is one of them, judging by what I've read and seen.
Difference between this crush and the Jack Sparrow one is that I've seen all of his movies and in reality, he is the best actor in our generation. He takes all his roles seriously and pulls it off with grace and style. His work is completely underrated. He is a brilliant actor. Then again, I might be just a little predjudice?
Personal favourite's: Kiss, kiss, bang, bang ; Chaplin (if he wasn't the actor, I wouldn't have managed to sit through it) and of course who can forget him in Ally McBeal.
So when you have a drink tonight, toast him, he deserves it, he's come a long way!
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